I just had breakfast, had a warm, half drunk tea on the table, the curtains pulled back and I was rugged up, ready to go.
I was in the zone.
My head was buzzing with ideas but still had a focused mindset. I managed to string out a few paragraphs too.
Then I got stuck. Not dramatically; my character needed a hat - I was determined on it. But What type of hat? I'm not an expert on hats in general, let alone men's hats, but I needed a specific type of hat this character needed to wear.
I'll Google it, was my first instinct.
Big mistake.
I then spent 15 minutes...longer, trying to find the perfect hat for this character - a tangible detail that's not even important!
But I did find a hat.
While I may have digressed, I clicked back onto word to continue.
But it was gone.
My focus, my ready mindset, my ideas, my inspiration and my motivation. They had deserted me.
That small amount of time digressing had cost me.
I looked at the words at the screen and went 'meh.' In frustration and sadness I then jumped on here to tell you about it - another digression.
I find it happens to me all the time - and I hate it. We all do when it happens. But that's just it; it happens.
If I take one thing from this, it shouldn't be negative.
I chose to take from this that, even if it stopped my flow, my character (even if he has a smallish part) now has a hat.
It's a Stingy Brim; if you were wondering.
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