Guys never (and I mean NEVER) seem interested in me. And when they do, I'm not interested in them like that and I never was (nor will be).
Then on Friday I went out with friends for a birthday Friday. Let the loose morals and drinking begin!
We hit a few bars, then ended up at the hipster bar I mentioned in May.
We waited at the bar, when a guy stood in front of me and wished me a happy birthday (we had a birthday crown, which the Birthday Girl refused to wear, so it ended up being traded around) and we started talking.
One of my more confident friends took over and got a free drink from it - I didn't mind, the guy was a bit older than me so I wasn't interested.
We left the bar with a new friend - yep, the guy, let's call him Cradle Snatcher, decided to tag along with us.
He started hitting it off with Miss Confidence as we hit dance floors, took shots, and pushed and shoved our way through the crowds.
We then decided to go to a club notorious for old pervs, slutty women, sticky floors, and a ghost town (you don't go unless you want to die!)
I was standing at the bar (behind my friends) when Cradle Snatcher handed me a drink and we sat down. As the others joined us and began to chat, he whispered to me that I was the one he was after. That's why he started talking to me and admitted he was disappointed when Miss Confidence took over.
Together we left the bar and as a group we hit Maccas (that's MacDonald's for my overseas readers) when some of my friends decided to go home.
A friend and I decided to stay, waving goodbye to our other friends and Cradle Snatcher who was standing in line with them.
My friend had a go at me -
"Give him your number, he was into you", "You were both so cute sitting together," "He's hot, go for it."
But he was in line and we decided to walk off.
My friend (The Pixie) was in desperate need for water, so we went back to the Hipster bar.
On our way, a guy came up to us (from behind) and said 'wait up!"
It was Cradle Snatcher. Turns out he wasn't heading home and saying goodbye to Miss Confidence and Birthday girl before they left.
Because we were going where we found Cradle Snatcher in the first place, he came with and went looking for his friends when we got there.
Pixie got her water, and was chatting to some blokes when Cradle Snatcher came back. He held me close and took me back to his friends (after I grabbed The Pixie away from some old dude).
The Pixie decided it was time to go and I agreed. I (thanks to The Pixie) gave my number to Cradle Snatcher and gave him a pash before I left.
Now this is where my title comes into the story:-
When I got home I received a text from Cradle Snatcher. Calling me cute, saying he wished I hadn't left and that he thought I had a smokin' bod.
He wanted me to meet him again - right now.
It was obvious what he wanted and to be honest I wanted it too.
But there was one problem.
I'm a virgin.
I'm a 20 year old virgin.
Usually it doesn't bother me - the right guy hasn't come along (probably never will, but anyway) and I haven't lost it yet. Just how it is.
But I realised (as I flirted with Cradle Snatcher) that being a virgin is stopping me from meeting up with this guy, and having some fun.
My virginity is holding me back.
I'm young, free and have a great arse (thank you Mediterranean background).
I want to go out and have fun - there's nothing wrong with that.
But I know I don't want to lose it to anyone - especially if they're only looking for fun.
I guess that means that there's only one option.....
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